ACIM SHATTERED MY REALITY: WHAT WENT WRONG?

Before those teachings, my life felt so predictable. I had my routines, my beliefs, and a sense of purpose. Now, it's like I'm living in a different dimension. Everything feels uncertain and I can't seem to find my way. Did I miss a crucial step? Where did I go {wrong|astray|off course? Perhaps that I wasn't open enough for the truth of ACIM?